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- Nothing special about me, just a simple ordinary person. Everyone sees who I appear to be. But a few know the real me. People only see what i choose to show. But..there's so much behind this SMILE..(",)
Kenapa lah kita ditakdirkan mempunyai beza dan minat yang berlainan. Bila korang mula nak menulis blog..boleh lah kita sama-sama memulakan operasi kutuk-mengutuk dan ejek-mengejek. Yang penting..ada satu persamaan antara kita berlima - high taste, demand, memilih dan...masih memburu. Hehe.
What i want to share this time is..how relax i am at this time and becoming this 2-3 days..before we continue our busiest project and assignment on Sunday night. Until...my eyes cannot closed properly and cannot dreams sweetly. There's a few movies that i want to spend my whole night to watch it. How come this semester??? A lot of uninterested subject...compulsory to be taken by HR student. Two law subject..Industrial Relationship and Organizational Safety and Health. Of course..we need to know a lot about it because in the future we will handle a lot of people/workers. But, for me they should teach this subject more properly to the engineering side such as civil, mechanical, architecture and others. Look at their engineers who build the highway/road/building. Everything...bad enough for me. Just look and see with what happened in Bukit Antarabangsa - the engineeres and contractor that develop that place. Even i'm not an engineers, i know it is not safe. No komen, i'm not particular and expert on that field.
My 'best apartment'..that i stay right now..have a syndrome 'non-healthy building'. It supposed not to be certificated because it really does not suitable to live in. But, what the contractor have done to make it..still standing in the earth till today. They have high intellectual thinking in designing and study about very difficult area - but morally...i don't know what to say. Money become more important than attitude/morale. My friends said that, we are in civil just design but our big boss make a decision. For me it just a simple theory about people - ethics. If you have an ethics, how bad your boss, how good you are..just mentioned our suggestion, the best way not only to get a revenues from that project, but can save other people life. In organization, to succeed we just not only do the work, but begins with identify the problems, planning and then involves in decision making. Not just talk..talk...and talk..but do the right thing. I always agree when people said money is very important. It's not because people nowadays are materialistic. But money..and money..is needed in life cycle. We cannot eat, buy food and of course i cannot cook my favorite laksa penang anymore if i don't have a money to buy fish. I cannot wear diesel jeans anymore. So, what?? The problem is...money cannot buy what we should have such freedom, loves.. When we look in context of raw materials, of course money can make people happy, smiles. But, how long that happiness can maintain..after that we still need a money to make we satisfied with what we have. And...the terms '..matlamat menghalalkan cara..' becomes more popular. Can you imagine, when we buy a 1million bungalow, and be proud of it. Then, a few years later..it crash. It cost more than 1 million...and the tears and lost. No komen...
That what i learnt in OSHA today. For the first time, i hate to attend OSHA classes. But now..i become more interested to know what is OSHA and to know the lecturer as well. She comes from a law background, and very serious woman. But..sometimes she's become an entertainer when the serious things became a joke.
P/S: Lastly..but not least. I'm sorry Lailul Ahad, once again. I will pay the money as soon as i can. I have the money, everyone have paid to me..but there is a lot of procedure need to be taken to transfer the money. Sory because a lot of your 'girlfriends' visit my blog and saw your photo. Nothing between us..isn't it? so what are you scared of?? I just delete the picture..not the article because you just asking me to delete the photo. Isn't it??? Since you've scared about others thoughts. So, why we need to hang out together as a friend..it's shame having a 'busuk' friend like me..walking beside you..isn't it?? But i love walking beside you and people will asking...what's that smell..where it come?? Ermmm...erm...someone beside you!!! Suka betul..menyakitkan hati anak manja.
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Papa..
Azura, try to speak in English every day. Don't be 'hangat-hangat tahi ayam'. I always like that, because i didn't have friends to talk in english with me. When i try speak in english with them, they will be say that "...we have a friend, so teror speak in English..". And one word come from my mouth .."sengal'. What ever they did i try to motivate myself. Maybe this is what people always called 'orang Melayu', their thought always like that. I'm not saying Melayu is not good enough, a lot of them are succesful person compare to my ethnic - orang asli. Tun Dr. Mahathir also mentioned that 'Melayu mudah lupa'. I also learnt a lot from Malay people, almost of my teacher are Malay. They are good enough to me. Never mind, I always try to accept and adapt with changing. No one can imagine..who i am 7-10 years ago. Very introvert person, scared to see people outside, scared to speak with people, shy and very naive. Now..what i have learnt from life..thanks God (Ya Allah)...what U have given to me right now. There's a lot i've gain by the experience. Maybe I'm not a good person or complete everything compared to other people, but i always 'syukur' with what i am right now. What make me become more excited is..i want to learn more and more from the day that You will give me a life to stay. InsyaAllah as long as Malaikat maut doesn't come to welcome me..
Aju, Ajue, Zura, Azura, Ctot...everybody always call me in different names. Whatever they called me..it's still the same person, standing and listen with what they are saying to me.
Kebiasaan pada semester awal tahun ni, banyak persatuan atau kolej yang menganjurkan makan malam (dinner) kolej. Serta tidak ketinggalan juga lah setiap yang hadir menghias diri masing-masing dengan pakaian dan solekan yang bersesuaian dengan tema majlis. Fenomena ini memang sangat dinanti terutamanya bagi pelajar fakulti pengurusan terutamnya pelajar HR. Apa tidaknya untuk pelajar HR sahaja sudah ada 2 malam gilang gemilang untuk mereka. Belum termasuk malam dinner untuk kolej kediaman masing-masing serta persatuan/kelab lain. Namun, tidak pasti lah bagaimana reaksi pelajar fakulti lain. Kerana peajar HR biasanya memang digalakkan, sememangnya dan perlu suka aktiviti sosial seperti ini. Menghadiri majlis-majlis dan berjumpa dengan ramai orang semestinya satu keutamaan yang tidak boleh lari lagi.
28 Februari yang lau, berakhir sudah majlis dinner yang pertama. Tema majlis - Nite Of Beautiful Blossom (merah, pink + putih). Dirasmikan oleh Datuk Dr Adham Baba, bekas setiausaha pendidikan Malaysia. Pendek kata macam-macam lah fesyen dan pakaian yang deperagakan. Namun, tidak kurang juga ada pelajar yang memilih kesederhanaan dan tidak over-acting dalam bergaya. Asal kan menghadirkan diri dalam majlis tersebut. Tetapi, yang peliknya malam itu princess of the nite disandang oleh seorang pelajar yang pakaiannya agak kurang menepati tema. Kata nya, tema nite of beautiful blossom - bukannya nite of beautiful plain. Ermm, mungkin juga para juri malam tersebut rambang mata sehingga tidak tahu untuk membuat keputusan memilih yang terbaik. Agak bernasib baik lah pemenang kerana sebelum ini dikenali oleh para juri/pengadil.
Dalam kesibukan bercerita mengenai malam dinner, tahun ini agak malap bagi kami semua. Bukan sebarang malap tetapi tetap bersinar dengan suara riuh pikuk nya menghangat kan suasana. Sudah hampir 3 tahun di UTM, Skudai sehingga kan lebih dari 3 kali menghadiri majlis dinner tersebut di tempat dan waktu yang sama - pengisian pun hampir sama. Jadi semangat untuk bergaya ala kadar sahaja. Hadir cuma dengan pakaian yang kemas + rapi. Tidak seperti majlis yang lain. Mungkin kerana 2 tahun sebelumnya, kepenatan menguruskan majlis tersebut sudah menjadi kebiasaan buat kami. Sehinggakan berasa malam itu..nothing special. Cuma mahu meraikan hari bersama warga kolej yang lain (ye ke??).
Apa yang tidak sabar..untuk 2 majlis yang seterusnya. Kerana kejutan akan bermula. Setiap kali majlis..ramai yang mengatakan kami sentiasa 'gempak' dalam kerendahan diri yang kami paparkan. Maklum lah, kami bukan di kalangan pelajar yang popular atau best student. Cuma setiap kali hadir, kami akan hadir dengan imej yang berani. Berlainan dengan personaliti yang dikenali ramai. Jangan pandang sebelah mata hanya kerana kami tidak lah secantik mana. No komen..just wait n see. Together wee gain the success.
Hari: Jumaat
Tarikh: 30 April 2004
Tempat: Surau (Kolej Kediaman Tun Ahmad Zaidi, UM)
Tatkala dirimu di program ini,
Di sini, di pagi ini & di senja yang sunyi,
Memoriku tidak lagi menyepi,
Kehilangan & kepergianmu,
Tidak lagi ditangisi,
Meskipun unggas berlagu hiba,
Dari tanah & dari lurah..
Dari bukit..
Yang menyerlah Wajah-wajah indah,
Warna-warna alam..
Menjadi pengubat gundah.
Ingin sekali aku..
Berdiri tegak di persada mu,
Mengenal setitik budi,
Menghirup secangkir kasih,
Dari gelas ketakwaan,
Dari madah keimanan,
Ingin sekali aku...
Berkongsi kerinduanmu,
Tatkala kita tidak bersama,
Bangga dengan mutiara,
Berjabat erat dan bersapa mesra,
Ketika mu ketemu ku di jalanan.
Diriku kan sentiasa menanti,
Jua merindui..
Kehadiran mu di tasik hati,
Memikat sukma..
Sekali lagi..
Bila habis membaca, teringat kata nya suka melihat sebuah senyuman yang sentiasa berada di bibir, namun kini..senyuman itu sudah hilang & dia tidak lagi di temui. Sukar lagi untuk mengukir sebuah senyuman dari hati, yang kadang-kala tanpa kita sedari ada..yang melihat. Tanpa kita sedari juga melalui senyuman juga kadang-kadang ada hati..yang terasa. Ada senyuman yang manis, tidak kurang juga yang sinis.